December 21, 2009

Sucker for a Christmas word...



It has been nearly a month since I have posted something, which is highly unusual since I am such a sucker for the Christmas season. If you don't believe me take a moment to check out my past holiday musings here and here. Now, I'm in as much in the Christmas mood as I normally am... heck, maybe even more so... but I have been more contemplative about the nature of the joy, more thoughtful about the glee.

You see, it has been a particularly rough year. It has been a year of hospital rooms. It has been a year of funerals. It has been a year conflict. A year internal and external turmoil. But all this has put me even more on the edge of anticipation for the holiday that we are merely days from celebrating. As I have thought about that anticipation, I wonder, just what am I anticipating? It's not the gifts... I really don't have a real want. It may be the family time, but even as I think about it - there's something else.

Contrary to the popular notion of Christmas, it is not a season all about peace and goodwill toward all people... though the coming of Jesus is to be a joy for all people. No, as I have visited the Christmas story in the Gospels of Matthew and Luke, I see God working through a story of violence and hardship. There's a pregnant teenage girl and working class man traveling a great distance to sleep in a barn... a murderous king that kills every male child under the age of two... and the appearance of angels, which may seem like a cool idea, but think about how frightening that would be... Yet, through it all their lies Emmanuel - God with us... There is hope out of turmoil. Life out of murder.

The hope I find in this season is that God is still in the business of redemption... still in the business of using the ugly and seemingly useless times in our lives and using them for his own glory. Merry Christmas to you all, and I hope you look to the star of Bethlehem and find the cross of Calvary.

3 comments:

Arlis Roberts said...

Zac, excellent. You are so right we look at the peaceful scene of the birth of Christ not thinking about how he was born into enemy territory.

Unknown said...

Bud, you are so right. This time of year is meant to look for the gift that Christ brings to our lives in the middle of all we feel is or has gone wrong. His gifts are always there, we just don't take time to look.

SoJourner said...

The difference is made (the snow comes) as we genuinely learn to abide and allow God to grow us... or as we allow His light to shine... or as we allow His living water to flow as we feed on His bread and surrendered to become truly the salt of the earth that has appropriate savor for unsavory lives.

Good word. Thanks for sharing.